gay - Fess UP! My Journal Out Loud (Page 3)

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When the Music Turned Sour

Surviving the 30-Year Battle Between My Talent and My Depression

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After 35 years of suffocating depression, I finally used the last of my air to speak up.

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Delayed due to inner maintenance.

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Why Happiness Isn’t a Choice — And the Truth About High-Functioning Happiness

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Why I felt compelled to disclose my damage before anyone got close.