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Chasing the Holy Grail of Meds: Part 3 of 3

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Chasing the Holy Grail of Meds: Part 3 of 3

The grail wasn’t what I thought it would be.

I Didn't Want an Audience. I Wanted Someone to Notice.

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I Didn't Want an Audience. I Wanted Someone to Notice.

On depression, Facebook, and asking for help badly